Christina
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
College
I was thinking of going to New Orleans, the other college next to my old 1. I am also applying for up north, the top of the US on the Great Lakes.
Tired
The medicine has made me so tired I cannot take it, next appointment like 3 more weeks! My dad said to ask for another psychiatrist to get me off meds like doc said.
Who am I talking to?
The experimenters. I am not bad. So, you are. How is that an insult? I don't mean it in some weird, perverted way. Whatever, I don't have time for this.
Even with others-
It seems in general that others are okay off having fun, but I'm so amazing yet totally put down after for no good reason.
Sorry
I felt affected. It was possibly a cruel joke, too. I sensed it and the mood. They seem mad. Today. I am a weirder person, but is it important to know how I feel so I don't explode? Hopefully not. I feel better, but if you don't like me now, OK. Have fun with who deserves it, but I don't deserve hate.
Problem
Stop bothering me. On IMDb, they put a poster in the middle of my topics..
Never had this before.
Never had this before.
Problem
Everyone is going around acting like I have some secret meaning they made public because of Johnny Depp..
Problem
That girl goes with the flow and is condescending toward me acting like she's saying, "Ugh!" in a high squeaky voice and sending a message via like being told to put on a skit.. to teach me a lesson!
Problem
You can't hold me at bay and everyone else do what they want. Why is someone when they tag me think they're right and I'm wrong when they're snotty? What's wrong with the word snotty?
Serious Question
iPhone has Instagram and not Blackberry.. is there an advanced phone with a keypad and Instagram? February I can get a new phone, maybe now, though.
So
Have fun talking to everyone! Sorry if you don't like me. I'm not trying to be mean. I talk about mean people, and then things happen. People who are mean. People I see. Anyone. Not that person altogether, though I must admit I think her sister is onto her because she is older than her and seems to feel she is spoiled over her suffering.
Me? I'm not that young, but I have issues with people like that, though no I don't get comfortable non-threatened attention. I didn't know what I did was so very wrong. Most people would gloss over it. I don't see why you can ruin my life for it. I also have the feeling I will be threatened for saying I don't feel good. I think I know what I'm talking about. I am not doing this especially for anyone. I usually do it like this.
Me? I'm not that young, but I have issues with people like that, though no I don't get comfortable non-threatened attention. I didn't know what I did was so very wrong. Most people would gloss over it. I don't see why you can ruin my life for it. I also have the feeling I will be threatened for saying I don't feel good. I think I know what I'm talking about. I am not doing this especially for anyone. I usually do it like this.
I know!
You're bothering me about having an iPhone like everyone else and it not having a keypad so me saying disgusting for convenience as though on Twitter! But I don't use Twitter as a blog!
You know you'll get what you want. I guess if you blogged, you'd have to be careful.
You know you'll get what you want. I guess if you blogged, you'd have to be careful.
Word.
I shoulda known. Anyway, it was really miserable and my ride ended up coming late. I was sitting outside a place. I was on my new iPhone, whereas my slow Blackberry had a keypad and didn't do much.
What is anyone looking for?
I didn't do anything but still said I was sorry. Okay, you have a word frenzy.
So..
..no hard feelings, but you keep using that person against me. She's definitely been nasty. So, I don't know why you have the right to be mad. You just act like you don't know what I'm talking about. Oh, no, did I ruin it, cuz I know someone other than me isn't perfect? I was surrounded by nasty people, and nothing ever happened to them. I wanted to say nasty-ass, but you don't know anything about if it's right to curse or not. And I dunno why I happen to seem to be talking to anyone in particuilar, but it wouldn't help if I were trying to be nasty rather than smart.
Dream
It was a weird fantastical world, and Ellen supposedly was dead and like someone who died in another world. I rubbed a little card when we were still checking on her, and she was alive.
Bothered
Someone admitted in plain day, giving in that I was Asian. I cannot have that.. You didn't do it to other mean people. Why track me down? I was upset, but I didn't do anything! You still didn't explain that.
Problem
Why do you hurt me and not her? Something is bothering me. I am not my dad, and I am not my neighbors. You think that someone else can have someone important in my life comfortably in that sorta disposable way. Why are you so nice to her? I told you to stop bothering me, but you keep coming back like you did something right. This person is only a reciever, too.
Can you explain to me..
..the right to mistreet me for using the word "disgusting?" I think I've had problems with this before, I remember now, so let's just forget it but remember what I meant, nothing ugly and gross. You all keep flocking to other people I know and acting like I did something. You chose to take that word that way..
What?
Why is everyone ruining my life? You're not all more younger than me. Whose idea was it to forsake my esteem? Why are you pushing someone sweet to be mean to me? Why doesn't it matter what I say I feel? I am a plain ole good person. I do care. Why be silly? Want to prolong the treatment to others about me? What did I do? Why didn't anyone talk @ that? I just took back the way ya'll whined cuza the word "disgusting." I mean, that 's "what" she did and I did feel sorry/bad, of course. She seems to have high self-esteem @ her overly refined looks. Why can't I forget @ her like that? She always, it feels, talks back. She can be excessively beautiful, sure. Just doesn't seem impressed with others. Her dad, like Jackie Evancho's, is very handsome. We'll, I hope I learn to be a good mentor or, 1st, person. How would I forget @ her if ya'll're sending insulting messages with others to me? Also, that other girl worries me. I do pray others get the attention they desire. OK now..
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