Monday, June 30, 2014
Dream
We were on a long journey like in a postcard with snow.
I was battling.
We got ot an office.
There was a lady who in some ways physique-wise resembled Ellen DeGeneres, in an office, but with hair a bit shorter ad flatter overall. She was being cornered and said something about how she was right to run the office. There were other people. Someone like me, a hero, came in, Johnny Depp. They were afraid if Johnny had a gun, others would shoot him. Instead, he used 2 thin knifes to abstractly slice into another person. People were, "Huh?!"
I was battling.
We got ot an office.
There was a lady who in some ways physique-wise resembled Ellen DeGeneres, in an office, but with hair a bit shorter ad flatter overall. She was being cornered and said something about how she was right to run the office. There were other people. Someone like me, a hero, came in, Johnny Depp. They were afraid if Johnny had a gun, others would shoot him. Instead, he used 2 thin knifes to abstractly slice into another person. People were, "Huh?!"
Upset
I think my psych pills have diminished my metabolism and my back would not heal. I took pain pills for it for the 1st time, last time this happened. My back still hurts some. I've been up every like every hour since midnight. I've taken pills 3 times, so far. Now, it finally doesn't hurt so much. I even threw up a few times, but still it hurt so much. It's not the worst I've felt, but it healed less quickly with me waking up so much.
I had a pineapple smoothie, though, with frozen pinapples, coconut water, and OJ. When I yawn and such, my throat feels closed. I was gonna come on here and post about it but guess I ended up not, since I was just so hurt. When I didn't take pain killers, I slept through it and woke up and it was all gone.
I had a pineapple smoothie, though, with frozen pinapples, coconut water, and OJ. When I yawn and such, my throat feels closed. I was gonna come on here and post about it but guess I ended up not, since I was just so hurt. When I didn't take pain killers, I slept through it and woke up and it was all gone.
Apology
Not sure if what I said about the girl with the dancer dad was okay with other people. I didn't mean anything bad.
Not sure what I'd say instead.
Not sure what I'd say instead.
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Things That Aren't Right
You can't get away with because of the negative side of Tim Burton or some of his fans that you can go amiss and think things won't get worse by letting out your supposed or supposed joke .. something negative, thinking it won't get worse because you did it.
Did you notice..
..how people get a hi when something goes wrong to me and I have to get a little upset? It lasts so long! That's sayd (sad.)
Irritated
Don't tell me what to do. I am not going to be more Chinese. I'm going to stay how I am. You can't tell China what to do..
I don't like this.
I can't say hurting people matters when it's words and that from hurt is born light. I don't do it, but I can't say it's bad.
just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sunHaving Class, Style..
I spent my whole life suffering cuz "there was 'nothing' there" from my dad's side. If he is non-Southern European and therefore like his nose is not prominent, what about all these other people you approve of and even look up to possibly without Southern European in them? He may have Jewish and probably indian, so this may not apply.
I don't want to be included.
I am not 1 who goes out there and says someone can't sing cuz anyway by gosh they sure could.
(I was challenged that someone was "better" as an ice breaker or their innate wish. I don't believe I am to be belittled cuz no one says that about my voice. Don't tell that to student singers. Siging teachers don't always sing a lot nor well cuza age and singing shape.)
(I was challenged that someone was "better" as an ice breaker or their innate wish. I don't believe I am to be belittled cuz no one says that about my voice. Don't tell that to student singers. Siging teachers don't always sing a lot nor well cuza age and singing shape.)
Speak now or forever hold your peace.
Ellen DeGeneres
as in anything to do with her or what she has to say
I don't need to be kept waiting.
I took her at her cutest when I saw her, but she simply is drawn into herself and maybe just needs Portia? At least in some way|extent.
as in anything to do with her or what she has to say
I don't need to be kept waiting.
I took her at her cutest when I saw her, but she simply is drawn into herself and maybe just needs Portia? At least in some way|extent.
..and
I have people around me acting corny and trying to ^feel good^ off-a making me feel like I did something. Give up, already!
What do you think of..
..an extended family full of middle-aged women thinking they're ***y like Middle Easterners, like the lady going to get the water for the burly man? even over the mixed race girl child? ..Sorta celebrating being in the middle, power over the young but also ***iness over the young and younger than the elderly.
My aunts must hate me.
They must have lost my dad cuz of any sign of racism and he says they're inferior. Funny thing is, he's racist but says he's not and likes being indian best but is an Irish boy (cuza his Anglo dad.)
Reversing Racism
Should all those annoying white guys and chicks suffer their acting like they can discipline Mongolians so much, like make them feel like 2nd-class citizens? Like, ooh, you weren't as respectful, you felt rebellion, feel it some more.
I officially do not accept Orlando women.
If you're trashy means you're bad, not that we should feel sorry for you.
Stealing Success
When people say they don't like me, they mean they don't like successful people their age and find it a point to say out and they want what they earned as far as reputation goes.
Singing
After my vacation, I sang for 10 minutes. I need to rebrush my teeth and drink more water. ..and put on chapstick (the teeth|mouth thing.)
Werid
I noticed that people think Richard Carpenter and the pianist in the movie Jersey Boys can be cute and play the piano but me no..
Are you trying to alter the course of modern history?
People in the same family all have differences, as do differences between others. The amount can be any ratio.
What would you believe if..
..your mom thought she was ***ing up her opposites attract husband rather than the next generation of girls when it came to her baby? Like, you're dad's from Pennsylvania, you're from him. xp That's like evading some touchy-feely dude getting too close.
Dealing With Psychotics
Why do I have to deal with people whining and screaming that everything's their ideal of Pennsylvania always doing things even in error in a straight line, like they're constantly debating the existence of any morality applying to them, while people like Ellen DeGeneres live in glass houses, where when she finally breaches an explanation she can just deal with the answer and not the shit I do?
Since
The little girl in Jersey Boys ODs, do you think that more Anglo-Saxon and Scandinavian people ever actually show for what their voice is worth over Mediterranean peoples?
Delusional?
Do I have you to thank for having now crappy parents who act like they're kids your age?
Favorite Part of Disney
It seems everything was ruined when Ellen's ride came because the Main Street Electrical Parade eventually stopped and came back and the music sucks.
Something Important
People who are born from 1980-1996 are mistreated, so when they make their stand don't you dare say you were there for them and tickle them outta their leadership! 'You know what I'm saying?
Movie
At Jersey boys, I stood up and danced and clapped at the end, from side to side. I clapped loudly at the end, too.
Incentive
People just want good people to be in trouble, even though good people probably usually aren't in trouble. Bad people display such satisfaction in harming good people emotionally by displaying the fact that they think they did something wrong.
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