Sunday, July 13, 2014

Letter

To: Josh Groban

Well, today, you did a great job.  You did seem a bit turned off, but I hope you're having a grand time!  Wouldn't it be fun to someday cohost or duet with me someday?  *bats eyelashes*  I was a great singer, getting my voice back.  All the hypes around, I wanted to be like Johnny Depp and act, but now I wanna sing, too.

College Major

UCF - BME in Muis Education

has much less general studies cuz it's music + education..

I don't want white people

to treat me like I'm black.

I don't wanna keep listening

to me being worse than everyone else.

Me


Apology

Sorry I was a bit harsh, didn't mean it.

I guess I can apologize..

..with how literal some of my thoughts may have balanced out to be.  I just don't take some of the robotic cruelty that has happened to me in Orlando.  I coulda been a hero.

I woke up happy..

..I've been offensive in defense, just happens.  I realized that other people are like sitting behind a wall and throw insults or things at me I don't like.  Oh well..  Sorry!

Yes, I feel this treatment is just too bad.  Nothing seems to be able to be done about it.  I don't think it's healthy to keep getting upset at it as it goes.

My parents

have nothing to believe in but whoever is older and blood.

Couldn't the police just come in and arrest you..

..for making my computer take so long to load on a certain browser?  I swear, you're really getting to me.

I detest this..

..I detest the secret messages I am getting here.  They are all leading to nothing but trouble.

Problem

I don't need anyone ruining my life for my complex attack thoughts.  I don't think I should be judged if I am always mistreated by everyone.  The thoughts did not actually hurt anyone but stated my stance on their sin to me or others.  It's not something you can remember and describe in words, not me right now at least.  Go "hero" a real problem.

Me

Instagram

Me


Problem

I know I am hated for my race cuz there's no reason to start being mean to me.

If you're not interested in me..

..I need to get interested in why.

Problem

I'm tired of this stuff on Ellen that offends me.

How immature.

How does this thought even pass your mind?

Who are you

to tell me what to do?

I just like to talk.

I don't hold things inside.

If I have to bow down..

..to people from Pittsburgh, then so do you.

If I said no..

..why give me more to think @?

If I said what I mean, why do it to me the opposite?

deviantART

Nite


Problem

Why do people think I'm a loony animal?  Do you want me to catch schizophrenia?

Wants to Be a Kid

Josh Groban seems interested in stuff for teens, which is good.  I just know I have a deep feeling for this and know how to push him in the right direction.

No Need to Worry

I am resting my voice.  I dunno @ talking.

Problem

Why get mad at people who just feel nice?

Me