Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Weird

I'm watching American Dad, and I can see them just sitting there goofing off about problems.  They just go around aimlessly living and don't seem to need to care about anything but themselves.

About Me

Why should I care about what any of you say?

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GET OFF YER BUTTS

You can't suddenly treat me like this.  I thought I was Christina.  Don't listen to those bad, mean parents who want me hurt.  You are just being a stick in the mud thinking you can say you're better than me now.  I hate to disrupt your disorderly thinking.

Before I said what I'm going to say..

..think of how bad you people from California are.  This girl came to our school from there, and I feel little punishments.  No, you crazy to God person, I do not "know" what's wrong when it's not technically wrong.  It affected my family life.  No one gives a *beep* about you in this situation.  Sorry in advance for those of you weirdos.

I didn't live to say a curse word in this post.  I just am trying to say something.

I am going along with my life, but this keeps coming up.

Problem

Ya'll are such ungrateful little pests.

You're comfortable knowing I musta done something to be in such a rut.  You may say it's okay only to get comfortable being uneasy about it later, considering only my dad and perhaps other random members of society even care.

I reach for big things, but you know who..

..would make a good presented Christine Daee?  Hayley Westenra or Carly Rae Jepsen.

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not good at portraits, now..

Cleaning Your Room

I am.  Just some goes a long way in appearance!

What's on My Mind

Privately, I know I have to clean up my room.

Nicer

If I explained myself, it would take a little longer, but it seems the right thing to do.

I guess I should not be too upset, but I am a bit worried about the afterhthoughts when I say it didn't matter and I go all funny but not perverted much.

Question

Why do people think I'm a looney?  My mom raised me better than that.

My Attitude?

Can anyone process the inability of me to find the proper physical activity and being American as to why Ellen can be mad at how I appear?

Well!

I'm not perfect for anyone.  Where is the copyright law?  I never even found saying not to post online.  Let's admit it was confusing.  I admit it can ruin your life if you get famous for it.

I don't see how..

..I forget - I feel pumped up with solid air.

Oh, who'd want to listen to my singing??  :|  I don't mind if someone does.  I should post something, but all the good stuff I found copyrighted.  I think it's cuz I heard so much as long as you don't sell it like with that n word thing.  I work-ed my butt off to stay legal, and this happens?

Singing

I was thinking of putting it off until the scratchiness from throwing up heals.. maybe I'll try and embarrass myself.

No Offense

to Depp, but why is the world so worthless after him and Burton?  All I can do is sit here and sort out your shit.  All of a sudden, everything is gone.  Blame my school for kicking me outta singing for no reason and Music Ed maybe.  I won a scholarship.

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I think people are in general going off their rocker then it seems that I wanna work with kids .. they think, like when I did music I got the message no one cared about my music.. I could have easily started piano at 1 but so what I didn't.

Where I'm At

I don't have nice clothes, I'm not in shape.  I just can blame you.

If you're wondering..

..which someone must be.. I don't like being stimulated.  I can chose certain things to let in or not, I know.  I can stimulate myself, maybe.  I wonder if my dad thought he'd get *** with a Chinese wife.  I encourage him to visit his sister.  Guess she's in some sort of relationship that doesn't do grace to this.

My Honest Feelings

Because you have wronged me, you have hurt others.

My mom wants attention from my dad, but my dad doesn't seem to give it.  Also, he is 2-sided or schizo in that he both wants to be his age and in that he is jealous of younger people.  (I don't mean anything suggestive in saying "2-sided" nor "schizo.."  The world just doesn't work like that for people.)

Cancelled|Cancelling

Violin orders.

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These women could be "gone" in the push of a button, mentally speaking.

These women born around 1960 look all raggedly hip to please like older guys but it means nothing. . They are trying to prove they are in the dirt like kids with dads like the generation right above, but in the end the situation is talked out of and left out for good.  Poof!  Nothing happened for us kids.  They wanted to prove they were in the dirt as in accurate in every respect.  Like, that they care about details.  But, no, you'll see they "don't feel like it."  They are disillusioned brats.

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I guess the funny thing @ piano..

..when you don't really play is the notes are all the same sometimes.

Violin

I don't know if I'll get very advanced in it.  I'll probably just play a little.  I don't know if it'll help my singing but should help in music.  I used to do it, I mean.  I just need to clean my room.  It's just a lotta fun to succeed in it.  My singing alone does not help my music skills.  That other girl Stirling seems to have taken dance, as well.

So..

..What I meant is what's important.  I think I was mad and just meant something too hard to describe but that does not include an insult.

You're weird.

Where's my pleasure?  Do I need a million dollars to run away to France?

Issue

Someone comes on and wants to say no one else can sing.  They want to say they are different by being normal.

Alone

Maybe, you are..now.

Judgement

I would never say some things about getting attention, but do you know people who it's like omigosh I can't believe someone like you would ever deserve anything like that?  I'm not trying to be mean, just trying to make a point.

I also feel I am the only 1 who can govern my life.

You want to know why?  Because they make it seem so nasty.  Like, they are just saying it in a negative way and probably lack in qualification as far as the substance goes.

I probably have a side like that, but I wanted to know if people knew of people who do things like this, like say, "Of course, I deserve the world to bow down to me and be miserable."

So, go home, clip your toenails, do the work, and come back again some other day.  Know in advance you are not alone.