Saturday, July 12, 2014

Important Forum Post

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When are you practically dating?

Any takers?  This is fun.

Who are you to

trek me down and make sure nothing good happens to me?

Weird

You think I am just a valuable animal because I am successful and you're like flipping me off that I can't date Josh.  It sounds like I'm fighting, but I thought I'd present the block of the letter A.

Well..

..There should be lotta younger singers, like 15 years younger.

My Only Issue

Other girls like him.  I wanna see you say I'm really gonna or would date Josh Groban.

If

Josh Groban found me, he found a girlfriend.  Who does he expect to meet?  Would you date a handicapped woman?

Not So Good, After All

If you put me in a movie with someone attractive, a little girl with a white bob and bangs, she wouldn't be SO cute after all.

OK OK

I used to read the songs at church and memorized them at age 7.
You would never treat some young teen girl like me.

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probably boring and not that great, just wanted something to do

Movie

The Dawn of the Planet of the Apes

O My Gosh - I told my mom it was the scariest thing I ever saw.
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I can keep my thoughts to myself.

I don't care what others want.

Compensating Ideas

Why would someone tell me something is bad cuz I deserve it?  I try to tell myself to not deal with it.

If I wanted to be a singer since 5..

..why wouldn't I deserve it?

Problem

I don't wanna sit here and listen to people thinking I should be thought of as a nigger, even if it is okay for them.

Yer just racist.

You are partly.

You ignore me.  I don't have social comfort.  I am always beat down for fun.  Well, what I say I will never be sorry for.  I wasn't even being mean in the 1st place, none of this is.  I'm just saying stuff.

Why even bother ever talking to me..

..if you think my dad says no?

Problem

Why is there popular thought that because I gained weight because of you other fatties that I'm worthless, too, just a life, don't matter, didn't serve.

All Ya'll Do Is

sit there and please bad folks.

What did that mean?

The authority in my life is flawed.

No Authority

I have the authority to expel you from my life.

If you think you need to dig into what sparked thought in me..

..you don't.  I know how to read, I just can't do it, anymore.

I said I wasn't mad.  Why do I keep hearing the echo of some foolish person?  Like saying everything means such and such.

No, I didn't take a shower.  I went to bed late, couldn't fold our towels, and made hot soup.  I was thinking of going back to bed.

OK, I have something to say.

Who are you tracking down my thought and not thinking I can speak my mind politely yet knowingly on my life?

And do you think I'm being sarcastic with freedom of speech for those who prefer to set in the mud?  No.  I just said "Who are you to.."  I guess you think it's used the wrong way all the time rather than to be informative.  I don't hate anyone.  You think I'm some Asian slob who just takes in pleasure.  Who do you think I'm talking to, now?  Well, that doesn't really go with 1 single person.  Ideas are coming.  I am not mad about anything but that we're talking about other people all the time.  Why?  It's fun, I guess..  I just feel it's being used a a toy.  Something doesn't seem right.  I think I .. I dunno, I need to clean my room and wanna get out more but run outta money.  Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy a walk toda to a fast food joint if I have any money left this week, maybe like $8.  That's enough for McDonald's 99 cent menu.

I don't care..

..how much you think someone else can put on a scene.  I won't take it.  From them nor anyone.

On the Phone

My mom's on the phone, and the guy sounded like he said Asian at the start, about me..  No one can do that out of convenience, condone my whole life like that.  They know what happened.

If you feel better..

..shouldn't I feel relieved?

EUREKA!

I know people wanna know if my speaking is bad so they can say I wasn't dumb but a good student.

Apologies

Seems lots to do.  So there?  I compensated myself?..

Why is it..

..when everything was open and I had my chance everyone attacked?

Attention

Are you a good giver?  Reach for the moon and land in the stars sometime!

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Alone

Just admit it.

Do you know how much time I want from how many people?  You think I'm ***?

Where You Are in Life

If your daughter's toenails are sliding off but not her plus size mini skirt, then you are below rock bottom, which is where I'm at.

Height

a few days ago

Height: 5'4"+

Upset

All these people blocking me out for not being some young blonde is really getting to me.  I don't deal with people like this.

Hey, look, it's a real sewing machine!

No, I already have 1.  I got a huge cookbook with 1,400 recipes, Better Home and Gardens.  It has tabs and all these different categories, like poultry, pizzas and sandwiches, casseroles, dessert, smoothies..  $30.  $35 in Canada..

It looks the fanciest.  It's of the basics, the general categories available.  I also have a health cookbook, like low gluten, unfortunately threw away others, and a vegan bible.

My Singing

It's so loud, it hurt through the speakers.