What?

Why is everyone ruining my life?  You're not all more younger than me.  Whose idea was it to forsake my esteem?  Why are you pushing someone sweet to be mean to me?  Why doesn't it matter what I say I feel?  I am a plain ole good person.  I do care.  Why be silly?  Want to prolong the treatment to others about me?  What did I do?  Why didn't anyone talk @ that?  I just took back the way ya'll whined cuza the word "disgusting."  I mean, that 's "what" she did and I did feel sorry/bad, of course.  She seems to have high self-esteem @ her overly refined looks.  Why can't I forget @ her like that?  She always, it feels, talks back.  She can be excessively beautiful, sure.  Just doesn't seem impressed with others.  Her dad, like Jackie Evancho's, is very handsome. We'll, I hope I learn to be a good mentor or, 1st, person.  How would I forget @ her if ya'll're sending insulting messages  with others to me?  Also, that other girl worries me.  I do pray others get the attention they desire.  OK now..