..why give me more to think @?
If I said what I mean, why do it to me the opposite?
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Wants to Be a Kid
Josh Groban seems interested in stuff for teens, which is good. I just know I have a deep feeling for this and know how to push him in the right direction.
Saturday, July 12, 2014
Weird
You think I am just a valuable animal because I am successful and you're like flipping me off that I can't date Josh. It sounds like I'm fighting, but I thought I'd present the block of the letter A.
If
Josh Groban found me, he found a girlfriend. Who does he expect to meet? Would you date a handicapped woman?
Not So Good, After All
If you put me in a movie with someone attractive, a little girl with a white bob and bangs, she wouldn't be SO cute after all.
Movie
The Dawn of the Planet of the Apes
O My Gosh - I told my mom it was the scariest thing I ever saw.
O My Gosh - I told my mom it was the scariest thing I ever saw.
Compensating Ideas
Why would someone tell me something is bad cuz I deserve it? I try to tell myself to not deal with it.
Problem
I don't wanna sit here and listen to people thinking I should be thought of as a nigger, even if it is okay for them.
Yer just racist.
You are partly.
You ignore me. I don't have social comfort. I am always beat down for fun. Well, what I say I will never be sorry for. I wasn't even being mean in the 1st place, none of this is. I'm just saying stuff.
You ignore me. I don't have social comfort. I am always beat down for fun. Well, what I say I will never be sorry for. I wasn't even being mean in the 1st place, none of this is. I'm just saying stuff.
Problem
Why is there popular thought that because I gained weight because of you other fatties that I'm worthless, too, just a life, don't matter, didn't serve.
If you think you need to dig into what sparked thought in me..
..you don't. I know how to read, I just can't do it, anymore.
I said I wasn't mad. Why do I keep hearing the echo of some foolish person? Like saying everything means such and such.
No, I didn't take a shower. I went to bed late, couldn't fold our towels, and made hot soup. I was thinking of going back to bed.
OK, I have something to say.
Who are you tracking down my thought and not thinking I can speak my mind politely yet knowingly on my life?
And do you think I'm being sarcastic with freedom of speech for those who prefer to set in the mud? No. I just said "Who are you to.." I guess you think it's used the wrong way all the time rather than to be informative. I don't hate anyone. You think I'm some Asian slob who just takes in pleasure. Who do you think I'm talking to, now? Well, that doesn't really go with 1 single person. Ideas are coming. I am not mad about anything but that we're talking about other people all the time. Why? It's fun, I guess.. I just feel it's being used a a toy. Something doesn't seem right. I think I .. I dunno, I need to clean my room and wanna get out more but run outta money. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy a walk toda to a fast food joint if I have any money left this week, maybe like $8. That's enough for McDonald's 99 cent menu.
And do you think I'm being sarcastic with freedom of speech for those who prefer to set in the mud? No. I just said "Who are you to.." I guess you think it's used the wrong way all the time rather than to be informative. I don't hate anyone. You think I'm some Asian slob who just takes in pleasure. Who do you think I'm talking to, now? Well, that doesn't really go with 1 single person. Ideas are coming. I am not mad about anything but that we're talking about other people all the time. Why? It's fun, I guess.. I just feel it's being used a a toy. Something doesn't seem right. I think I .. I dunno, I need to clean my room and wanna get out more but run outta money. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy a walk toda to a fast food joint if I have any money left this week, maybe like $8. That's enough for McDonald's 99 cent menu.
I don't care..
..how much you think someone else can put on a scene. I won't take it. From them nor anyone.
On the Phone
My mom's on the phone, and the guy sounded like he said Asian at the start, about me.. No one can do that out of convenience, condone my whole life like that. They know what happened.
EUREKA!
I know people wanna know if my speaking is bad so they can say I wasn't dumb but a good student.
Where You Are in Life
If your daughter's toenails are sliding off but not her plus size mini skirt, then you are below rock bottom, which is where I'm at.
Upset
All these people blocking me out for not being some young blonde is really getting to me. I don't deal with people like this.
Hey, look, it's a real sewing machine!
No, I already have 1. I got a huge cookbook with 1,400 recipes, Better Home and Gardens. It has tabs and all these different categories, like poultry, pizzas and sandwiches, casseroles, dessert, smoothies.. $30. $35 in Canada..
It looks the fanciest. It's of the basics, the general categories available. I also have a health cookbook, like low gluten, unfortunately threw away others, and a vegan bible.
It looks the fanciest. It's of the basics, the general categories available. I also have a health cookbook, like low gluten, unfortunately threw away others, and a vegan bible.
Friday, July 11, 2014
Apology
Sorry for all the anger I let out, I figured there it's my blog you can answer it, I didn't attack you 1st.
I have some big news for you.
Redheads are superior but a flaw of nature. White hair is best. MY hair is black and red.
Ha ha, I don't mean anything against anyone. I'm just being superfluous.
Ha ha, I don't mean anything against anyone. I'm just being superfluous.
Thursday, July 10, 2014
TV
It was nice to get a glimpse of the oh so mature Josh Groban. I watched him on Comedy Bang Bang, a TV show.
A guy gets hit in the head and hosts a show in the past in black and white. Josh Groban is there, and they just mess around.
He's quite the talk. People should be up on him, eventually.
A guy gets hit in the head and hosts a show in the past in black and white. Josh Groban is there, and they just mess around.
He's quite the talk. People should be up on him, eventually.
Actually
I was considered most talented in music. No one cares if I didn't play piano at 7.. and I can play a lotta songs for fun.
Thinking
Wow, I'm not awesome in music cuza the stupid homework we got at the stupid schools. I was to be a singer. At least I know I could sing.. and I do sing. This is so bad. People just wanna say I didn't do something. I posted online.. I lost my piano in a flood. I have a keyboard. I am not thinking something because of saying this. I just noticed people are being suggestive to me and making me schizophrenic.
Do you ever just look at a teen
and see something big has happened behind the scenes and be like what what could possibly be, nothing left is there for me.
Caught Up
Ellen in hurting young people. Like, thinking they didn't meet some qualification of authenticity.
Question
Why can't I just be a normal person without all this weird stuff happening to me? If the excuse is the community, it doesn't make sense.
Vocaroo
Record music and voice >>
Online recording software >>
The 1st is strained, but the 2nd seems more professional.
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
I've uncovered the secret
to m***********. I've had dreams where I frantically search for a place I cannot find.
It will never fly..
..the South of the US and Europe thinking they are all from Florida, and people like from Pennsylvania or with ancestors there! arent'.
I know 2 people..
..who think hey you just come out and say here I am I'm ready come and get me .. I'm better than ya'll. And that's just that. You might think I'm bitter. They don't really just think they're better, as in this fruit is better, it's not spoiled. I just had this idea in my head that they both think hey I'm from the South, I'll come out, I'm in, ya'll're just confused, please bow down to me.
YouTube
link
Wow, looks so hot and cool and nice and has so much substance! He's only about 1/2 year older than me! I see Bella Thorne is on the cover. I like this girl so much. She is from the Fort Lauderdale, FL, area, like me, but closer to Miami. I follow both of their Tweets on Twitter every day.. no sweat. Anyway, I looked for it and did not see it. Guessing it's not out yet or I will have to check again. Looks great! :) So cute!
Wow, looks so hot and cool and nice and has so much substance! He's only about 1/2 year older than me! I see Bella Thorne is on the cover. I like this girl so much. She is from the Fort Lauderdale, FL, area, like me, but closer to Miami. I follow both of their Tweets on Twitter every day.. no sweat. Anyway, I looked for it and did not see it. Guessing it's not out yet or I will have to check again. Looks great! :) So cute!
Vocaroo
Record and upload audio >>
Some of it is a little okay. I'm shoveling through Sous le dome epais (sp?)
Set Up
You made someone a certain way to me so in the end they could say it wasn't their fault and they get what I earn.
My #wcw goes to this one bellapendergast always making me laugh and all that junk❤️ http://t.co/HJzRbcj0uN
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) July 9, 2014
So, you're jealous? Don't hurt just me.
Twitter|YouTube
The official music video for #TheRainsOfCastamere is out NOW on my Vevo channel! Tell me what you think! https://t.co/MJbTjgK9iW
— jackie evancho (@jackieevancho) July 9, 2014
Wow, this is, like, the best thing I ever saw! Your voice was perfect!
It'd always been this way.
Maybe, something just threw me off, a long-standing issue. What it was, a good thing to be fixed. I just felt guilt on my part that I thought shouldn't be.
A Guilty Thinker
I was thinking of how nice it was that people talk to this sweet girl, but I was thinking of all the ways people rubbed her in -over- me. People are saying the experience can't happen.
What I Et Finally.
.I had salad and iced tea. I also got a giant all natrual pina colada - YUM THO. Big salad with enough chicken for me.
OK OK I give
If anyone out there wants to know and doesn't talk to me, I played Titanic a lot, not like 10 times.. I sang. Then, I did Memory from Cats and then I played by ear All I Ask of You.. I made it dramatic sometimes.
New Favorite Part
in Bach's Toccata and Fugue
(I like the part when the bottom is played with the top.)
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Problems
If you people keep trying to bring me down, that will only worsen my schizophrenia. If you are jealous I am Chinese, then I can't help you - the Chinese are hated.
Instrumental Inclinations
I played piano again today. I sang, too. I like it that way. Piano is more my thing. I have a strong desire in organ.
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