Saturday, July 5, 2014
I feel the most trouble I've been in..
..was either not getting enough exercise or not getting enough time thinking. Now, I don't get enough exercise.
Honest Question
Would you rather be like the singer..
Charlotte Church
Sarah Brightman
There's also people like Katherine Jenkins.
Charlotte Church
Sarah Brightman
There's also people like Katherine Jenkins.
Dream
I was with old friends and lotta kids.. at ice skating. Like a big pro place, we sing out on the ice if we can. We can skate while others sing. Ellen DeGeneres was supposedly working it, not showing up in the end much but as a host. Josh Groban sang. In the end, he came up to me and slapped my butt and like suctioned up a hug. I was gonna sing "I Could Have Danced All Night" and looked for my boots skates. Lotta us all had magenta on. My boom box played it supposedly for the whole rink, like it was hard to turn down.
Friday, July 4, 2014
Singing|Ballet
I guess I will try to do the singing tour rather than ballet|college. I'd like to do ballet, though.
Dream
We were oustide a store at the end. My dad bought a "Not No" sign instead of not no sign. She kept approachinghim and I kept getting in the way. She attempted to tickle me and I woke up. My throat felt like scratchy and irritated like I'd throw up. It was like folding down to itself.
Dream
I was wandering around looking for a closed room or little room with toilet. My Gramma was in it. I think I had like 5 minutes left and woke up. After the little room, I was to proceed into a larger area.
Movie
I watched Earth to Echo last night. It was okay, 1 of those movies you wouldn't see if you knew what it was in advance. It was a bit messed up. I coulda been hired to be in a movie. What I mean is I've tried and I don't see why I'm bad..
Working for You
You said Italians are good at like psychology and stuff so Asians can't do it. Like personality gigs. So, essentially, you don't even accept Southern Europeans, yet you have them do stuff for you rather than really getting involved.
Dream
Some girl was in my face with a razor trying to shave it, but I got away.
Later, it was about visiting like some supposedly religious building. We dallied but left. Some pattern I did. I think I left to go back like home or something and saw something active and familiar on the way.
Later, it was about visiting like some supposedly religious building. We dallied but left. Some pattern I did. I think I left to go back like home or something and saw something active and familiar on the way.
Thursday, July 3, 2014
Singing
The things I thought I'd get in place practicing singing have gotten there. They are getting together.
Ballet + Singing
My mom said I could go to UCF and just take 1 course. I'd be a singing major and dance minor.
I don't know if I feel like applying to the private college. I might transfer, a little later.
I don't know if I feel like applying to the private college. I might transfer, a little later.
A Real Thought
Some people think they are the only good 1, but others out there are good, just not told of it in the same.
More News From the Frog
People with older parents say that when we conform to adults we're conforming to shit.
YouTube Comment
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Wow! I'm so glad you got the rights to the karaoke background. It was beautiful! Probably 1 of the best and most solid. Your singing and you, so beautiful. We all look up to anyone like Sarah Brightman, Kathrin Jenkins, Renee Fleming, cuz of their sharp, motherly presence. We can only hope to build more our presence in these things.
Wow, this isn't the kind of comment most like. Anyway, you're awesome! Keep it up and keep pushing it! Singing while you're young and not stopping I think is easiest. I know from bad experience. I thought a break with my voice would improve for acting. I've added vibrato, and it's so hard when I do it. I used to sing loud, though.
I love your singing so much! You're such a cool person, too. I am 28. I'm kinda English and, like you I see, also love to talk!
Take care!
xoxo All the best for you and ya'll in England!
TV
I see people suddenly are overly accepting of other young adults|older youth just to bribe not to hurt me, but I don't need that.
Problem
Quit matching me with black people like that. It's not cuz I'm so good. It's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese.
Problem
I don't want all these jokes on me because of Tim Burton and the N word thing. I had a good rep. What is this? I will not take it! I want my past back. Just forget about me and see what happens.
YouTube
I went back and deleted all the videos I could from the passwords on my computer. If I find my old notebook, I can delete more, but it seems not as obviously up.
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
Weird
I'm watching American Dad, and I can see them just sitting there goofing off about problems. They just go around aimlessly living and don't seem to need to care about anything but themselves.
GET OFF YER BUTTS
You can't suddenly treat me like this. I thought I was Christina. Don't listen to those bad, mean parents who want me hurt. You are just being a stick in the mud thinking you can say you're better than me now. I hate to disrupt your disorderly thinking.
Before I said what I'm going to say..
..think of how bad you people from California are. This girl came to our school from there, and I feel little punishments. No, you crazy to God person, I do not "know" what's wrong when it's not technically wrong. It affected my family life. No one gives a *beep* about you in this situation. Sorry in advance for those of you weirdos.
I didn't live to say a curse word in this post. I just am trying to say something.
I am going along with my life, but this keeps coming up.
I didn't live to say a curse word in this post. I just am trying to say something.
I am going along with my life, but this keeps coming up.
Problem
You're comfortable knowing I musta done something to be in such a rut. You may say it's okay only to get comfortable being uneasy about it later, considering only my dad and perhaps other random members of society even care.
I reach for big things, but you know who..
..would make a good presented Christine Daee? Hayley Westenra or Carly Rae Jepsen.
Nicer
If I explained myself, it would take a little longer, but it seems the right thing to do.
I guess I should not be too upset, but I am a bit worried about the afterhthoughts when I say it didn't matter and I go all funny but not perverted much.
I guess I should not be too upset, but I am a bit worried about the afterhthoughts when I say it didn't matter and I go all funny but not perverted much.
My Attitude?
Can anyone process the inability of me to find the proper physical activity and being American as to why Ellen can be mad at how I appear?
Well!
I'm not perfect for anyone. Where is the copyright law? I never even found saying not to post online. Let's admit it was confusing. I admit it can ruin your life if you get famous for it.
I don't see how..
..I forget - I feel pumped up with solid air.
Oh, who'd want to listen to my singing?? :| I don't mind if someone does. I should post something, but all the good stuff I found copyrighted. I think it's cuz I heard so much as long as you don't sell it like with that n word thing. I work-ed my butt off to stay legal, and this happens?
Oh, who'd want to listen to my singing?? :| I don't mind if someone does. I should post something, but all the good stuff I found copyrighted. I think it's cuz I heard so much as long as you don't sell it like with that n word thing. I work-ed my butt off to stay legal, and this happens?
Singing
I was thinking of putting it off until the scratchiness from throwing up heals.. maybe I'll try and embarrass myself.
No Offense
to Depp, but why is the world so worthless after him and Burton? All I can do is sit here and sort out your shit. All of a sudden, everything is gone. Blame my school for kicking me outta singing for no reason and Music Ed maybe. I won a scholarship.
Seems worth it to try to get pregz just so you can take dem eazy exercise classes
— Jessi Klein (@jessirklein) July 2, 2014
I think people are in general going off their rocker then it seems that I wanna work with kids .. they think, like when I did music I got the message no one cared about my music.. I could have easily started piano at 1 but so what I didn't.
If you're wondering..
..which someone must be.. I don't like being stimulated. I can chose certain things to let in or not, I know. I can stimulate myself, maybe. I wonder if my dad thought he'd get *** with a Chinese wife. I encourage him to visit his sister. Guess she's in some sort of relationship that doesn't do grace to this.
My Honest Feelings
Because you have wronged me, you have hurt others.
My mom wants attention from my dad, but my dad doesn't seem to give it. Also, he is 2-sided or schizo in that he both wants to be his age and in that he is jealous of younger people. (I don't mean anything suggestive in saying "2-sided" nor "schizo.." The world just doesn't work like that for people.)
My mom wants attention from my dad, but my dad doesn't seem to give it. Also, he is 2-sided or schizo in that he both wants to be his age and in that he is jealous of younger people. (I don't mean anything suggestive in saying "2-sided" nor "schizo.." The world just doesn't work like that for people.)
}:)
These women could be "gone" in the push of a button, mentally speaking.
These women born around 1960 look all raggedly hip to please like older guys but it means nothing. . They are trying to prove they are in the dirt like kids with dads like the generation right above, but in the end the situation is talked out of and left out for good. Poof! Nothing happened for us kids. They wanted to prove they were in the dirt as in accurate in every respect. Like, that they care about details. But, no, you'll see they "don't feel like it." They are disillusioned brats.
These women born around 1960 look all raggedly hip to please like older guys but it means nothing. . They are trying to prove they are in the dirt like kids with dads like the generation right above, but in the end the situation is talked out of and left out for good. Poof! Nothing happened for us kids. They wanted to prove they were in the dirt as in accurate in every respect. Like, that they care about details. But, no, you'll see they "don't feel like it." They are disillusioned brats.
I guess the funny thing @ piano..
..when you don't really play is the notes are all the same sometimes.
Violin
I don't know if I'll get very advanced in it. I'll probably just play a little. I don't know if it'll help my singing but should help in music. I used to do it, I mean. I just need to clean my room. It's just a lotta fun to succeed in it. My singing alone does not help my music skills. That other girl Stirling seems to have taken dance, as well.
So..
..What I meant is what's important. I think I was mad and just meant something too hard to describe but that does not include an insult.
Issue
Someone comes on and wants to say no one else can sing. They want to say they are different by being normal.
Judgement
I would never say some things about getting attention, but do you know people who it's like omigosh I can't believe someone like you would ever deserve anything like that? I'm not trying to be mean, just trying to make a point.
I also feel I am the only 1 who can govern my life.
You want to know why? Because they make it seem so nasty. Like, they are just saying it in a negative way and probably lack in qualification as far as the substance goes.
I probably have a side like that, but I wanted to know if people knew of people who do things like this, like say, "Of course, I deserve the world to bow down to me and be miserable."
So, go home, clip your toenails, do the work, and come back again some other day. Know in advance you are not alone.
I also feel I am the only 1 who can govern my life.
You want to know why? Because they make it seem so nasty. Like, they are just saying it in a negative way and probably lack in qualification as far as the substance goes.
I probably have a side like that, but I wanted to know if people knew of people who do things like this, like say, "Of course, I deserve the world to bow down to me and be miserable."
So, go home, clip your toenails, do the work, and come back again some other day. Know in advance you are not alone.
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Her Problem
No, Ellen, you do not have to take away what's for me, it's not for your generation. We keep getting nothing because of you.
I thought you meant we could trust you, but you're causing problems.
I thought you meant we could trust you, but you're causing problems.
I give up on Orlando.
In the movie there is a dog who is huge with little skinny legs, meaning he eats and does not get exercise.. I don't just look at it as a funny way to draw a dog. It just seems like a big dog that's even bigger with even smaller legs. It was so funny, but at least I could tell what was going on in what they put out. I don't know what would be funny to someone else. Maybe, I'm just different. I don't know if that's considered a basic fact. Nothing wrong with seeing a lotta emotion.. dunno how to say. I'm not suggesting anything bad in leaving off. I just have seen a lot of different things. I notice more now, too.
Question
Why would you treat me like my skin was too black to look white? Do you want me to get heat lines in my face?!
What's Up
My iron chord seems to have snapped at the base where it bends when I iron, and I the music tuner wasn't working and I somehow disconnected the tuning thing with the low string.
I just had squash and now am cooking Tilapia, with tarter sauce later on.
I just had squash and now am cooking Tilapia, with tarter sauce later on.
What's Good?
It's not that it's not bad to be different, but I've gone a bit outta the park.
True, don't do anyting but follow basic rule and you won't be a fool.
True, don't do anyting but follow basic rule and you won't be a fool.
Violin
link
Not sure if I'll have the discipline to follow through with this. I already have a guitar and harp.
I took this for 1 year of high school to teach band. It was learning violin, even people who are already violinists - well, then they take a different stringed instrument. It was a group class.
Not sure if I'll have the discipline to follow through with this. I already have a guitar and harp.
I took this for 1 year of high school to teach band. It was learning violin, even people who are already violinists - well, then they take a different stringed instrument. It was a group class.
July's Shopping
I had an extra $100 from last month in store plus more I wasn't expecting when I woke up, today.
I paid $3 for 20 keyrings with $11 shipping, like from an army store.
I got a CD I used to have on iTunes about dolphins and the soundtrack to the movie Flipper. I got Singing Exercises for Dummies.
I'm now about to get violin stuff, a cheap black 1 with books 1 & 2 and easy beginning solo books of folk and 1 of Christmas book 1..
That'll conclude the money I had today, anyway.
Most of all I got was used but in good shape.
So, I found Lindsey Stirling, a pro or selling violinist a few months youger than me.. Well, she's all set up, and I never ended up recording my stuff, neither, until a weird situation, but that's that.
So, I just happened to look up the violin and found it a good price. I'd been planning on a flute for $100 for the instrument, maybe later..
My keyboard pedal plug keeps getting rusty, so guess I need a new 1. The keyboard is out of shape.
So, my focus is singing, but I dunno what it is about the keyboard or maybe even the piano. I wanted a real piano so badly. Didn't get my own computer. Probably shoulda.
I paid $3 for 20 keyrings with $11 shipping, like from an army store.
I got a CD I used to have on iTunes about dolphins and the soundtrack to the movie Flipper. I got Singing Exercises for Dummies.
I'm now about to get violin stuff, a cheap black 1 with books 1 & 2 and easy beginning solo books of folk and 1 of Christmas book 1..
That'll conclude the money I had today, anyway.
Most of all I got was used but in good shape.
So, I found Lindsey Stirling, a pro or selling violinist a few months youger than me.. Well, she's all set up, and I never ended up recording my stuff, neither, until a weird situation, but that's that.
So, I just happened to look up the violin and found it a good price. I'd been planning on a flute for $100 for the instrument, maybe later..
My keyboard pedal plug keeps getting rusty, so guess I need a new 1. The keyboard is out of shape.
So, my focus is singing, but I dunno what it is about the keyboard or maybe even the piano. I wanted a real piano so badly. Didn't get my own computer. Probably shoulda.
My Singing
It's amazing my recorded voice after throwing up and scratching up my throat. Sounds okay for a general performance..
Game?
This girl is being weird thinking anything I like is for her that I have, like attention or something.
Weird
Some people want people to "get close" to their parents in ways that don't exist as an excuse for their bad behavior, suggesting that they really are their parents's kids and when they do something their parents don't agree none of that just happened .. and that you need to be uncomfortable around your parents or even close in ways you are with others and not them.
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